burst. [ukhuwah. itu. bukan. main-main.]

salam alaikum.

perasaan itu hadir lagi. saban hari. hari ini kemuncaknya. 

''awak, lagi sembilan hari lagi.''

saya diam. mampu tersenyum. sambil menggenggam tangannya erat.

''awak, allah rindu dia. allah sayang dia. dia dah ada dengan allah.''

tangan ini digenggamnya lebih erat. 

''saya nak jumpa dia, awak... dekat Jannah nanti.'' katanya sebak.

sama-sama tarik saya ke syurga. please. 

BURST out!

saya tahu. allah yang menghantar dia. ya allah, Engkau jualah yang memelihara hati ini. moga perasaan ini lahir kerana-Mu. YA allah, pelihara sahabat-sahabatku di sini dan di sana. pertemukan kami dalam syurga-Mu.

nuruljannah...

hampir dua tahun. menunggu 3 jun untuk berbicara tentang dia. tetapi, saya merasakan itu amat perit. ya, sudah dua tahun. tetapi takdir allah itu masih memberi kesan. allah, peliharalah perasaan ini. 

ingin berkongsi semula cerita, cerita yang pernah dia ceritakan, dan pernah saya ceritakan di sini. 

moga, pahala dia berterusan. ya allah, aku rindukan nurulJannah. 

ukhuwah. itu. bukan. main-main.

"A true loving relationship is energizing, not depressing and draining. Love is something abstract that cannot be defined easily. Love is also a gift from God and it is naturally soiled deep in every human's heart. However, true love must have sacrifice from both sides so that the love will not becoming dull and almost broken. One should have a positive outlook towards the person they love, always support their partner whenever they are up or down, be a good listener and pray for their happiness and success in life. With all these points, surely the true love relationship will shine brightly and remain long-lasting forever.

A true loving relationship id not only fixed for the love between men and women. It could be love towards God, parents and also friends. To make the relationship always energizing, the person must always think positive towards the person that he or she loves. It is simply easy as we can see the mother's love. When a mother gets angry, she tends to scold her child but because of her love is too much for the child, the love prevents her from doing that. If we always can see all the good things about our love one, we tend to appreciate and care for them as much as we can. So do our loved person, things will become more exciting and enjoyable when we are together.

Being in a true loving relationship, it is not simply saying 'I love you'. Once we are in love with somebody, we are willing to sacrifice ourselves for our love one. Each partner must play their important role in this relationship. Every time they face some problems, we can see it through their faces and hold their hands together. One should lend their shoulders and become the place for them to hold on. Being a good listener is also one of the best way to help the loved one. However, many people misunderstand this concept and yet the problem cannot be solved and the relationship is readily to finish.

Life is not a bed of roses. Sometimes people will be at an ease place and sometimes at the difficult one. Thus, it is everyone's job to stand by their love ones side whenever they are. When we really love somebody, we have to support them in whatever way we can. This is a true loving relationship. Usually, mental-support become the main idea for helping them. Good advices and motivational words are most needed when they are facing difficulties. Instead of meeting up often, one should be sensitive and alert towards the one they love. In other words, if we love someone, we shouldn't give them presents only but also words that can help them to continue this life that is full-of-hurdles.

Besides, love is divine and one cannot let the love go astray. Even the hastiest man on earth like Adoult Hitler really loved his mother. Therefore, one should always pray to God so that He will always protect the loved person and place then in a happy and successful state. If we truly love this person, we always want them to be happy, because it also will make us happy too. this thing can be reversed and vice versa. Isn't it is painful to see our love one in pain? Sometimes, as humans, we have no power or greatness for us to protect our relationship. Thus, it is better for us to put our hope in God, so that He will protect our relationship from continuing to stress us.

A relationship should not come along with bad intentions towards one another or else it will easily broken. When someone is in love, all the bad things must be put aside. Nowadays, people only think positively towards the one that they love only at the early stage of their relationship, but then as time passes by, there will be no more love words or even a smile for their partner. This thing should be avoided in a relationship/ one should maintain their love until death tears them apart. This one also can be called a true loving relationship. We need to serve our love one happily so that both sides can feel the true-loving relationship is soothing and energizing.

All the perceptions about true loving relationship can be depressing and draining should be thrown out for someone who are going to start the relationship. It all depends on the individuals which way they are going to manage their relationship. People who are sailing on a boat of true loving relationship should not experience bad things but sailing with calm and success."

ini karangannya yang terakhir pernah ditulis. sehingga kini, saya masih struggle untuk melaksanakannya. menjadi pencinta Tuhan, yang mencintai hamba-hambaNya kerana Dia.

ya allah, bantu saya. berukhuwah keranaMu.

ukhuwah itu bukan main-main.

cinta tidak terhenti pabila tidak berada di hadapan mata. cinta kerana allah akan sentiasa mengalir, tidak kira di mana kita berada. kerana allah tidak terikat pada masa dan ruang. 

The one who speaks to the others is speaking to oneself.