diorang mencabar kesabaran ak malam nih

salam... hurm...

ak baru je abeh mentucenkan adek2 aku.

hebat oo.. satu kelas leyh ade darjah 2, drjah 4, form 1 ngan form 3. nek ngok ngek gak pale otak layahn diorang.

soklan2 oleh adikku aida yusrina, umo 8 thn.

aida: mimi, DLM tu ape?
aku: dalam.. singkatan je tuh..
aida: kenape kene guna singkatan?
aku: mimi nak cepat laa..
aida: ooo... yang ade nombor 2 ni ape pulak?
aku: yang tu mknenye berganda. contohnye.. buku-buku.
aida: ape beze "ini" dengan "ia adalah"?
aku: ....... *alamak.. ape ak nak jwb?? terkedu..

soklan2 oleh adikku aina qistina, 10 tahon.

aku: kina, buat ar anyaman tue lawa2 siket. x cantik la..
aina: ala.. kina malas la.. ade byk lagi keje.
aku: ceh, kalu cepat tapi burok wat pe??!!
aina: biarla. [smbil menjeling kat ak]
aku: meh ar.. bg mimi buatkan. kina gie mandi dlu [x mandi lagik dooo].
aina: asal mimi nak buatkan? nanti cantik. cikgu x percaye pulak.
aku: .......... *hehe cantik? terime kasih..* gi amek gam, gunting, pembaris pnjang, ngan kertas kaler2 cepat. pastu gie mandi tros.
aina: nak buat ape pmbaris?
aku: nak garis laaa...
aina: gune je ar buku. [smbil bg ak buku kulit keras kat lemari buku].
aku: weyh... nak mimi tolong x nak?! *mule bengang!*
aina: wat pe nak tolong? [ngan muke selambenyer]
aku: ............ *sgt bengang dan hampir terdetik niat di hati untuk membelasah dia tapi...* huh~~ da ar. gie mandi. mimi hamek sendirik.

soklan daripde one n only brother, ahmad rifqi, 13 thn.

abg: *tgh lukis gmbar epitheliah cell*
aku: *tgk tv smbil men sms*
abg: mimi! yang nih kaler ape ha?
aku: peach.. eh bukan.. cream.. kaler cream.
abg: ha? kaler cmne tuh?
aku: kaler yang cm dlm buku teks ko la! rabun pe?
abg: .....*muke blurr*
aku: cni ar. ko gie hamek kotak pensel ko. mimi tunjokkan.
abg: nah.
aku: yang nih haa...
abg: lar... cakap la kaler kuning cmpor oren..
aku: ............. *heh?? lntak ko lah*

soklan oleh anis syazana, 15 thn.

anis: mimi, "diadaptasi" nak buat ayat cane?
aku: "cerita seram itu diadaptasikan daripada kisah benar yang berlaku di kampung tersebut beberape tahun yang lalu"
anis: okeyh. tengkiu.
aku: .....*akhirnye.. soklan yang ak mmpu mnjawap dari segi akal dan emosi yang stabil*

in friendship... we just need to face the music

salam...

u just need to face the music.
dont ever try to avoid problems.
if u do, it only gonna get worst.

btol btol btol...
persahabatan bukanlah berteraskan rase simpati ataw x smpai hati nak break her/his heart.
persahabatan adelah ibarat jmbatan yang dibina atas dasar kepercayaan and saling menyayangi [in a proper way]

kite boleyh ade ramai kawan... berjuta ratus puluh ribu.. tapi yang pasti.. hanya segelintir yang akan menjadi sahabat kite. tapi x bermkne mereka je sahabat kite buat selamanya. kite kne truskan idop dan mencari lebih ramai sahabat TANPE meniggalkan sahabat lame.

ak penah salah tfsir erti persahabatan. ak ingat dengan x bgtaw hal sebenar, ak x akan sakitkan dia sesakit2nye. well, it went well. untill one day, i dont think dat i can live in lies anymore. ak dah x boleyh idop cm tuh lagi da.

so, i burst into tears. in order to avoid hurting people. actually, i was hurting myself. and it was deadly hurt! i stop replying her messanges. i ignored the calls. i deleted her -emails b4 reading them. i noe.. it sounds so not like me. but yes. i am terrible person. dont be my friend if u don wanna get hurt.

a friend told me dat, "u cant fight fire with fire." urm.. i gues i was too ego back there. nvr wnted to admit the truth. coz she was super nice to me. and i cant afford to hurt her more than i usually did. it could kill her, you noe?!! she's special in her own way. anyone who became her friend will be to totally lucky for the rest of his/her life! but dat fact... i didnt realised it untill yesterday.

i called her. and i said ..
"ko mungkin akan benci gile ngan ak pasnih.. tapi ak rse ak da x boleyh nak idop dalam penipuan lagik"
hurm... about an hour on the phone... talking, confessing, crying, cursing, and wat so ever. it hurts! killing both of us deep inside. dat time, i tought dat she's gonna say dat.." it's all over now"
but.. she didnt! owh Allah.. why did u sent her to me? i dont deserve her kindness and toughtfulness. she's like the guardian angel of my life. huh~ i was so stupid for hiding the truth since forever.

never ever lie in a relationship especially friendship!
just let it all out coz true friend accept us for who we are.
sum secrets are meant to be kept, but sum... u need to let them noe.
i'm sorry for being such a jerk.
i'm sorry for treating u bad.
i'm sorry for not telling the truth at the beginning of our friendship.
i'm sorry for every single stupid things i had done.
coz,
i dont wanna see u sad.
but i was wrong. i made ur life worst. i'm sorry.

hahaha..

salam...

bende2 yang ak still ingat:

1. projet HARI KERJAYA anjuran unit bimbingan n kaunseling.

huh~~ ak ngan mt2 ak tido lewat gile. kol 12 pon x blek kiub lagik. sbb keje x settle lagik. diorang kate nak sambong pagi sok. tapi ak cam pike.. kite finish up malam nih gak. sok kite wat touch up je. and since i was the pres, diorang pon ikot la. kacian diorang. ak nih pendera gak yek.. alaa.. ak pon ade skali la.. kire ak dera diri ak gak ar.. nana and rosli vice press ku yang best. especially nana ar. x de dia.. ak merana ooo... so, kitorang pon dok ar kat dtsp tuh ngnan lmpu terang benderang. pak cik gad dtg membuat pengusharan. heheh...lagi syok pakcik kadir syif malam tuh. best best.. hehhe..

2. projek HARI MATEMATIK anjuran jabatan matematik.

aiyok.. sbb ni pon ak byk gle miss klas. lepak kat bilek cikgu zul nak bincang pasal ni. wat hari nih coz nak pilih wakil maktab 4 karnival math mrsm se-msia. ade kuiz, lukis poster, poem. ak pon ade msok kuiz gak. but ak kne undur diri time masok final. asal? coz, i was the project manager on that big day. ke hulu ke hilir dalam dtsp tuh ngan muke toye nye. hahha.. so, ruby, kye, dayah yang jadik wakil klas. huhu~~ dat day mase nak penyampaian adiah. mimi jadik mc. hehe... hurm.. dats was a totally exhausting day laa... rsenye seminggu gak amek mase nak settle kan everything. mase nih ak patot gie upm kat serdang wakil pbsm tok program kat sne. tapi last minit. ak terpakse tarik diri gak. coz, ak rse i need to be there in dtsp on the day. so, ak melepaskaan chance ak nak gie peringkat kebangsaan. huh~~ x pe la. bukan rezeki ak kot.

3. projek ANNUAL DINNER nahwalimtiaz.

inilah projek yang paling panjang mase untuk disiapkan preparation. time nih ak ngan mt2 dah letak jwatan da.. ade pelapis2 baru. so, ak dibantu oleh sibs bwp ak. sume ar. tengs alot. not to forget.. chik yang mmg sentiase sokong ak. and dis preparation pon termasok la pengetua ngan cikgu salim skali. huh~~ nak discus sal 1 bende je. tapi dok kat office diorang cam nak discus masalah negara. lame doh.. ak nek busan gak. kpd dak2 batch.. terima kasih gak coz korang bg kerjesame yang sgt best. kalu korang x tolong siapkan dewan pagi tuh.. hehe. alamatnyer. x de ar dinner.

dah malam. dtsp da tersedia. siap da sume. tinggal orang je nak masok. pastu. lampu ilang. gelap. sume bajet nak wat gimmick ar. and ak pon ingat cmtu gak. and amirul was incharge for dat. ak gie tnyer die. huh~~ weyh!! BLACK OUT btol2 la~~ lame gak sejam lebeyh. time tuh ak rse cam da give up. penat oo wat ni wat tuh.. mase study ak ilang.. and the lite were all out!! cam sie2 je ape wat selame nih. x pe.. x pe.. be strong.. nnti ade ar lmpu tuh. seb bek dalam kol 10 lebey kot. lampu ade balek. sume ok ok belake.. hehe.. tok projek nih pon ak tarik diri 4 program kat unimap. huhu~~ biarla orang lain yang gie. ruby gnti tempat ak.

*untung oo jd pres akad thn lepas. bukan nak menunjuk2 ke hape. tapi just nak share. almost sume.. and ak rase mmg sume program berteraskan akademik.. ak dpt join. x penah satu pon ak x tersenaarai. and may b sbb tuh gak ade certain yang ckp belakang sal ak. x pe la.. ak x kesah pon.

4. projek SPR [suruhanjaya pilihan raya].

qish was the project manager. kitorang tolong2 je. hehe.. menifesto.. perang poster...kontroversi.. mcm2 lg ar. credits to bwp n ldp. everything went ok. yang paling ak ingat ialah nak kire undi. sume tgh penat gile. kol 1 am lebeyh dah, x balek2 kuib lagi. sume pompuan.. except sorang laki yang sgt gentleman, encik pian!! dia la satu2 nye laki yang tlong kire undi. pastu dah miss supper. so, mintak pakcik kadir blikan foods kat luar. nasik lemak at 2 am?? lantak ar! perot lapa gile! but pengalaman tuh sgt la best. tersengguk2 kire undi. hahah...

5. projek PENYAMPAIAN HADIAH akademik cemerlang.

nih antara paling ak sgt ta menggemari. coz kne mencapap kat depan2 pntas. aiyok... ade adiah kupon... ade piala.. ade yang anugerah pengetua. sume .. congrates yee. dalam thn lepas ak rase ade dekat 3-4 kali penyampaian adiah nih. and 3-4 jam ar dok discuss ngan cikgu salim tersayang tuh. ak mle ingat kejap je. ha! hamek ko! smpai balek dy tahan ak. aduyai... pastu kalu sempat masok kelas. ngan muke temboknye ak akan mintak maap kat cikgu. especially kalu time addmath ngan bio. huhu~~ dah ar x score.. kelas masok lmbat lak tuh!! aduh... besalah gile. tp apekan daye. ak ade tgjwab len lorr... kadang2 prep ak pon burn gak daa..

ha. sbb projek nih pon, ak dpt nek kete cikgu salim!! hahaha.. nak angkot adiah dari office ke dtsp. ak ckp ak leyh mintak tulun mt2 ak. cikgu lak nak anta sendirik. ak pon.. ok je ar. nad pike2 balek. mane ak nak carik mt2 ak petang2 tuh.. sume da balek prep and gie riadah. ak je yang still ngan bju kurong. hehe.. skip riadah.. ade ke patot... ngan muke yang selambenye ak dok kat depan sebelah cikgu. huhu~ cuak gak. sepanjang pejalann dr blok pentadbiran ke dtsp tuh... orang pndang kat kete. hahah !! ak dpt nek kete! korang kene jln kaki!! hahaha.. dengki tol.

6. projek 100 days till SPM.

yang nih under bwp baru. kitorang dok rilek silang kaki je. itu yang ak pike. hehe.. ak silap la..
"aimi, u tahu x? u kekal president akademik smpai last paper spm".
ak mati2 ingt ak leyh forget sal bwp and focus on spm. tapi.. tidak... ak masih terikat.. terikat.. ngan kate2 cikgu salim. so for dat projek, ak sepatotnye join skali meeting bwp juniors ngan pihak pentadbiran. tapi ak x gie coz ade eeg petang tuh. cikgu salim surow ak gie eeg dlu. kalu sempat nnti dtg meeting. eeg?? mne penah smpat!! malamnye lak... wawa si pres akad.. pengganti ak dtg cube ak.

"kak ad, kami semua dah bincang. dan cikgu omar cadangkan kak ad bg ucapan hari pelancaran nanti sbb mr pres x de and sume kelas kne buat banner target 4 spm."

ak cam.. lemah longlai laaa.... apsal ak lak?? asal x suroh hariz? dy kan timbalan pres. ayiok!! btol ar.. cikgu salim x mo lepaskan ak lagik. cis... geram... so, i did gave a speech dat day. sekat2 gak ar. but wat gave me courage and made me felt confident was the look on mama jay-Z's face. she was smilling and gave me thumbs up. wah!! biar btol.. hurm... ade hikmahnye gak mr pres kuar mktab. hehehe...

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dlu mase pengetua lame, akak senior kate.
"jadi pres akad paling senang. just jalankan aktiviti yang maktab dah sediakan je."

and... tgk2 tukar pengetua. HEA mrsm lngkawi lagi tuh!! ak pon rase huh~~ so much for jadi-pres-akad-paling-senang. HAHAHA.. it wsnt easy laa but it wasnt that hard neither. walaupon kite berusaha smpai nangih nak mati and terase mmg nak stop and leave beseri 4 ever, asalkan kite enjoy and niat keje kite tuh iklas and sedekah. everything akan berbaloi at the end.

credits to all of ya

chik

always there 4 me. yup.. alwaaysss!!

ain

tolong cover ak dalam study sbb ak slalu miss klas.

syud

wahahah~~ me made me laugh klu lepak ngan dy.. ilang sume masalah.

farah

geng ak! hheeh.. wat bodo2 kat cube... lawan geng ain ngan syadza. hehe

outsters and jpAs

gimme supports and motivations. even ade gado2.. tapi tu yang best.

waida

wee~~ dy la penenang atie ak kalu ak panas ngan sume1 tuh.

qish

wooo~~ pembakar semangat ak doowh..

azreen

byk oo tlg ak dalam bwp. sirius byk.

rahiim

huh~ dy slalu je wat ak pike 2 kali psal decision ak. but, thanx... mmg patot pon.

well, ramai lagik laaa..

*lupe lak.. tertinggal...*

sibs bwp ku yang hebat2.

mt2 biro akad yang terlalu hebat

x de korang... x grad la ak bulan november 08 tuh.

so, nak kawan smpi ble2.

boleyh eyh?

plz.. plz... hheehe...

a lil bit

salam readers.

read syud's latest entry. and she made me realised sumthing.

you were rite syud...

rite now i cannot choose the door dat i cannot "intai".

the guardian forbidden me coz of thousands reason.

sum of them, may be.

>i am not totally ready yet.

>i may be living in hell.

>lose my dignity. [hurm./.. perhaps]

>kill myself. [i can but i dont think i will. coz i lov my life]

>mostly, i will lose all the people who i love and the people who love me and take gud care of me for who i am. not for who i am not.



why shud i lose all the people i really2 care and dying to meet [mis ya guys alot!], just becoz i wanna choose that "forbidden door"? i asked myself, do i really2 need to open dat door r8 now? do i? coz i've already know wat are waiting for me behind the unforbidden door. the life is super awsome! crazyly fantastic and deadly full of sweet and sours.

so, dbah.. yeah.. the road is still UNDER CONSTRUCTION. it will not be ready till i say so. so, i just have to walk on the other road. highway may be? hehe.. or just the normal road.. sukatie ak laaa...

okeyh... end of this topic.. wanna write about my past. what beseri had done to me!!

well, life is not a bed of roses lorh.. i noe dat. and i finally got dat idiom rite when i was way back in beseri. thoughest years in my entire 18 year-old life. mase lower form kat smksi ak just reti gne dlm essei je.

never tought dat life is way... not so a bed of roses. mse kat SI mne ak nak jadik pemimpin pelajar.. stakat pengawas pss cukop ar.. bukan ak nak kate pengawas pss x reti memimpin. noo... my ketua pengawas pss kak laviania.. was a totally awsome and friendly yet very talkactive leader. she taught me alot. respect her till.. forever!!! so, as i was saying.. back there.. i was just a follower. never ever even bother to take in charge of anything. i rather choose to be a kuli and get bullied than to be a person who stands up fer herself. i oftenly got offended by others.. but sumhow.. being scared and nvr had the will to defend myself... i just let it go... started a new life everyday.

but... back there.. i wasnt alone. farah atika.. my sahabat. alway there to looked after me. love her like crazy. fiefah my bff, she's a totally brainiac... nvr leave me alone even in a stivky situation. hurm.. still remember.. there was a day dat we need to complete our ujian lisan in group of four. got out lines ready. hafal.. hafal. hafal... sebijik2 ak hafal.. hurm... i have this may be sort of photographic memory.. heheh.. but not dat good. then, cikgu bm panggil gie depan2 kelas. waat??!!! ak ingat wat dalam group ngan cikgu je. last2, kne ckp kat depan..!!! depan SATU KELAS! wat??!!! ak dah stat cuak. lines terabor time practice. then, our group. i was in the middle and i was the 2nd person to talk. infront of the class... all the eyes were staring at me. like owls. waa.. takot... especially the guys... i really2 not gud wit guys in SI. i hardly talked to them even my own classmates. i was afraid that i'll blush. waaa... malu laa.. so, when they all started to stare at me like dat.. i started to cuak... lupe lines!! blank! kosong kepale otak. and guess wat... i cried like a baby. yeah.. me.. cried... huh~~ malu.. malu... pastu cikgu kate.. belatih dlu.. nnti wat lagi skali. alhamdulillah x fail.

but sumhow i got a place in mrsm beseri. and all i wanna do is get good grades and be the best student. HAHAAHAHA... berangan laa.. weyh.. dak mrsm sume pndai2 la... ingat senang ke?? dat was wat my darling [my friend who happens to be boy but acts like a girl.. hur.. boleyh kawan ngan laki. tapi yang lembut2 je.. hehhe].. last word 4 i leaved SI. and alhamdulillah.. first sem i got good grades. and dat DAMN GRADES had threw me into a massive trouble. BORANG BWP! "wajib beli untuk yang 3.5 and above.." akk jpa ckp time roll call. ha?? ak lak.. cam stick-to the-rules-and-obey-wat-ever-the-leader-said.. beli je ar.. isik and hantar.

ak x taw. borang tuh sebenanye akan ubah idop ak 156%!! yea!! mmg tunggang tebalik idop ak lps jadik bwp. hurm.. jadik bwp mase sem 2. tapi ak sgt la.. bwp tarak gune! useless.. keje pon cam nak x nak je.. ye la.. kne pakse jadik bwp la. tuh ar aimi! x penah nak stand up for urself. tgk ape da jadik?? aiyok... wat keje ala kadar je. yang jadik mangse? bwp laen ar... sory guys and girls. i was a terrible leader. may be sbb tuh ak still leyh score time sem 2. stick to the books.. psp.. and preps.. never ever nak amek kesah sal maktab. idop ak aje.. ak x kaco idop ko. ko jgn kaco idop ak. okeh? dat was my prinsip.

tapi... cuti thn 2007.. cuti akhir thn. ak tetibe terpike kan sesuatu. and ak terbace satu artikle psl kepimpinan la. ntah cmne ak leyh bce smpai habis. 5 muke surat taw ak? bukan artikel kot.. ntah la... lantak ar.. tapi 5 pages. may b Allah nak buka pintu atie ak kot.bagi ak sedar siket sape ak nih sebenanye. and after finished i cried.. ha'ah.. nangih tu je a r yang ak reti. pastu. ak berazam nak jadik orang yag bergune kat mktab. ak x mo time kne soal kat akhirat nnti ttg ape yang ak pimpin, ak x leyh jwp. ntah la.. tgk ar cne.. kite x leyh taw kan cne keadaan kite time akhirat. so, ak mse tuh ak pike.. "ak kne wat yang terbaek bukan yang terbalik". ak ingat lg ak ckp kat chik

"chik, ak nak jadik bwp paling hebat... ak nak kalahkan mamat tuh"

haha.. btol.. kan chik?? i noe u are reading this. sape mamat tuh? ha! pengakuan eksklusive.. hey bos.. if u r reading dis... sorry la yerp... hurm.. coz he is so xcellent in almost everything! kadang2 ak ade gak rse nak tumbuk dya sbb terer sgt. kan ak dah kate. ak mmg kuat jeles kat orang laen yang lg hebat dari ak. x kire ar jantina ape.. bangse ape.. ak mmg akan try my best nak beat diorang.

huh~~bwp.. ape ko da buat kat ak?
-built my self-confidence.
-ak berani mintak ape yang ak nak.
-i finally hv my social life. hahah..
-hv the courage to talk to budak2 laki.
-x nangih kalu lupe lines.. and oleyh2 wat muke toye kat orang len.
-ak leyh conduct meeting. waa... MT2 ak sgt hebat. ak sayang diorang.
-ak dpt atasi fobia ak kat orang lelaki yang tinggi dan besar. hahah..
-ak boleyh borak2 ngan cikgu2 cam kawan2.. tapi ad batas ar..
-hheeh.. berani skipp kelas coz nak discuss ngan cikgu salim pasal akad maktab. penah skali tuh dari recess smpai abeh skolah.. arie jumaat. adeh... siket je ar kot yang ak miss kat klas. [selame nih ak x brani taw dan x penah].
-dlm meeting, siap boleyh men2 perli2 orang lak. nak bukti ak da berani ar... buli orang len.. hish hihsh hish...kan syud..[ terok aimi].
-curik mase ak study.. sedeyh ooo... pengorbanan... itu kot sb result ak drop sem3 ngan 4.
-ak penah bg ucapan kat dlm dtsp. depan satu mktab atas pentas.. sorang2.... ni sume gare2 mr press gie jd wakil mktab. ak lak yang kne gnti. ketar2 gak. ade ramai orang... dak batch, juniors, cikgu2, pihak pentadbir ngan jemputan. ak rse cam.. mati laa ak!!! hhehe.. but.. thanx to beseri and bwp.. ak x nangih. and ak x wat script pon... hehhe... just point2 and ak elaborated siket2... dpt tepukan yang best tuh... heheh... poyo...
-ak dpt nek bas maktab byk2 kali!!! almost every month ak akan nek bus kesayangan tuh. hahah.. best2...
-dpt kwn bek ngan orang yag ak x penah pike akan jadi kwan ak. [sume bwp ak x knl pon mse sem 1 f4, ak taw azreen je. klasmate ak la. pastu syud-si bijak pndai, qish-si sastera, waida-si satu row cube ak, rahiim-si mamat suke bg hadis, niswah-si xMrsm, ashaari-si usher.. diorang tuh ak knal dari jaoh je. cam x de keinginan siket pon nak knal diorang. yanglen... mampos ak x penah jumpe pon kat mktab. but thanx to bwp... baru ak knal korang tuh sape.. hehhe. mase meeting first.. baru ak sedar.. lorh.. diorang nih wujud ke kat mktab..
-jadik ketue blok yang sgt i-dun-noe-wat-to-say! haahha.. roll call.. mintak mmaap la junior yerk..
-dpt late nite supper coz meeting lme sgt and x sempat nak kejar supper pas prep tuh. kalu ade rzki, beleyh dpt byk ooo.. credits to usher and rahiim's hp. hahah..
-prob kongsi sme2 coz kitorang taw ape yang bwp len rse.


byk lagik sebenaye.. nih baru 15% je.. x tersenarai ak. so, everything happens 4 a reason. but for dis case i wanna say, everything happens 4 LOTS OF reasonS!!! if i never be a bwp, may be i am still a quiet person and i-dont-care-about-anything-except-study-and-books kinda person.

they wrote dis just bcoz i was born in JANUARY

sumhow... mende alah bwh nih mmg related ngan ak... freaky dowh~~

Stubborn and hard-hearted.

[ i can be really2 keras kepale and kejam... trust me. u don wanna mess wif me when i;m not in the mood]

Ambitious and serious.

[hahah.. serious?? dat was the first impression of budak2 maktab when they look at me]

Loves to teach and be taught.

[love to learn new things and tell others.. if i wanted to]

Always looking at the flaws and weaknesses of others.

[heheh.. carik pasal is my field. mwahaahha]

Likes to criticize.

[like mengutok and mengumpat?? aiyok.. i'll try my best to stop doing them. dosa!!]

Hardworking and productive.

[may be... when it comes to exam papers!!! and may be projects.. got a lil bit crazy about bwps' last year.. and i think i was too crazy.. ahhaa]

Smart, neat and organized.

[yeah... i hate mess!! but my room?? wargh!!!!]

Sensitive and has deep thoughts.

[yup.. it is not easy to be a i-am-too-sensitive person]

Knows how to make others happy.

[hurm... don think so. REJECT!]

Quiet unless excited or tensed.

[ha'ah!! they said i'm serious and quiet. But when I laugh or get mad... OMG. i hardly know myself.. like i am transforming into another person]

Rather reserved.

[heh?]

Highly attentive.

[really?]

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.

[ahah! dats rite... i'm useless when it comes to cold... sneeze.. acchhhooo!!!.. and my nose will has sort of bloCkage of mucus.. yuck! resdong.. waaa...menderita!! just like my friend.. dia bersin sgt kuat!!]

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.

[heheh... sum1 said dat i'm emo type. owh yeah? may be... i not gud at expressing my feelings and may be i dun like others to noe about it.. huh~`]

Loves children.

[yup yup yup!! especially the babies!! love to bite bite them!! geram sgt!]

Loyal.

[hohoho.. donno wat to say]

Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.

[urhg... i can easily get pretty jealous of sumone and i always try to beat him/her. is it a positive jealous? hahha.. and awso, IF.. and i said IF i have a boyfriend, i may be get very jealous if he's talking to other girls.. dats y i don think i;m ready for all that stuff yet. heheh]

Very stubborn and money cautious.

[love money!! like my big sis.. i am also kinda like uncle scrooge]

pick a door for me plz

Life means keep moving forward

Must have the courage to open the doors infront of us.

but Which one?

Patut ke ak pilih skg? Ke nak tunggu lame lagik smpai pintu2 tuh roboh and baru ak oleyh tgk ape yang menanti ak kat sebalik pintu2 tuh? Ataw suroh orang lain yang pilihkan pastu tolong bukak kan? Mungkin ak nih je x berani nak amek risiko tok discover ape yang menanti ak kat seberang sane.

Ak takot ak salah pilih pintu. Ak try intai satu salah satu pintu tuh. Cantik.. mmg cantik dan best sgt ape yang ade kat sebalik pintu tuh. ak pon usha gak pintu lagk satu.. tapi x sempat. Guardian pintu tuh dah forbid ak. “jgn nak memandai intai2”.. huh

``nak intai pon x boleyh.. kedekot. Sebok je”.

Ok, so ak dah nmpak ape yang menanti ak kat belakang salah satu pintu. Tapi ak stil nak taw gak ape yang ade kat elakang pintu lagik satu. Curious!! Curious!! Nak taw gak. Tapi guardian dy still ngan muke yang kurang friendly halang niat murni ak tuh.

So, ape ak patot buat? Teroskan masok pintu yang ak dah intai tuh.. atawpon belasah guardian pintu tuh smpai x bgn2 and try intai pintu lagik satu. Mne satu hah? Ak x taw laa. Ak nak sgt taw asal la x leyh intai. Secret sgt ke?

which door shud i choose? huh``~~

them; my O family

salam..
skg nih ak rase cam malas ar nak menulis byk2. may b ak takot ak akan merapu terover2 lak nnti. so, i think i just upload sum memoriable picchas of me and my "big" family in beseri. lov ya guys.

dearest outsterz crewz.

maso form 4. ak rase nih gmbar first ak ngan classmates. mase nih ak ta ngam sgt ngan dak klas yang len. ak nih mmg terok siket kalu bab2 nak berkenal2an nih. so, mereka nih la yang mule2 rapat ngan ak. [standing-ain, wani. kat bwh-aku, doyot, nina]

*doyot skg nih dah further study kat utm, skudai. banggee sama dia*

jamuan lagik! kat tengah2 dataran peengetua. makan mempelan [harum manis]. tgh musim.. so, kitorang pon mngidam nak bantai gak siket. ikram sbg mr pres yang berdedikasi pon menjalankan tugasnye mencarik mmpelam di sekitar perlis. waawawa.. time nih ak kurang mencapap kat camera coz, i was not in the mood. pms kot. haah. ntah le. tuee... tesorok kat blakang tuh.

ha! ni plak gmbar mase nak bukak pose perdana time form4. ni gak ak rase first pic ak ngan dak x-mrsm, farahnad. die nih sgt la best, sb ble dy x penah gelak kat lawak dy sendiri.ak nih yang pecah perot gelak cam orang gile. ak doakan dy dpt ar laki bergelar dato' yang dy nak sgt tuh.. heheh. actually, ak sgtla rendah berbanding ngan dy. dalam pic tuh, ak erdiri atas tanah yang tinnggi siket. dats y ar cam sme tinggi. heehe..

waa!! jamuan kelas o paling best. kitorang menang byk gle kupon koop coz score kat pekse ape ntah. sirius best! time nih sume dah x de ar nak control2. well, duh~~ dah senior maa!! dlu mase junior, kami masih hingusan. ok lar... ak ar masih hingusan tahap gaban skema. tapi ble idop ngan family o nih. wargh!! best gle! men2 permainan.. ade yang cheating.. mmg nak kne gigit tol.. tapi best.. still best.

hurm... our last prep together. orang len bajet nak study ar malam tuh. ye le.. spm da nak dekat laa!! tapi kitorang leyh lagi nak bajet cun and ayu serta hemsem kat depan camera,... hahah.. ak ingat lagi. gmbar nih kalu x silap la.. ball yang tulun hamekkan. tengs ball. malam tuh satu haprak pon ak x blaja pape. yang herannya, selalunye ak akan rase benngan nak mati kalu x dpt nak manfaatkan prep yang pendek tuh, tp malam tuh ak cam da x kesah.. aduhai...

last but not least, our last makan together2. kat kfc kangar berdekatan the store tuh. time nih mama farijah and sir jamil pon join skali. alorh.. 5 hari nak paper akaun.. huhu~~ terase cam kuar mkn ngan mak bapak lak. and diorang nih sume adek2 ak. ok kecuali pu3 ar sb dy lahir lagi awal dr ak. tp mmg bbest la. yang kurang kebestan nye ialah mama farijah kiorang kne mara ngan pengetue sb lepaskan kitorang kuar. bukan salah kitorang ha! kitorang baek2 je. cume ade segelintir pihak yang bajet cool wat hal plak. sian cikgu.

*ceh, kate malas nak tulis.. tulis gak pnjang lebar... hehhe

EARTH hour. jom selamatkan dunia!

mari selamatkan dunia beramai2!!

jgn ingat ultraman ngan x-man ataopon superman je boleh jadi hero.

kite pon leyh gak!

dgn hanye gune

the power of the mighty finger

just the switch off the lights!!

only for an hour.

it wouldnt kill ya.

heheh.. ak dah sign up daa.. siap dpt reply drpd WWF lagik.. hehe.. belagak lak.

Dear aimi diyana ahmad rokis,

Thank you for signing up for Earth Hour 2009. By signing up you are supporting Earth Hour's aim to reach more than one billion people in 1000 cities around the world in 2009. Earth Hour is inviting communities, business and governments to switch off lights for one hour at 8:30pm on Saturday March 28, sending a powerful global message that we care enough about climate change to take action.

Thank you for your support.

WWF Earth Hour

http://www.earthhour.org/malaysia

*thanx to afak coz reminding me. read her blog. hehe.

memori de ekhwanie

kesayangan EKHWANIE aku.

cubemates ak tersayang. [syadza,aku poyo, ain bie, farah geng]

[niswah,yan,echah,mimi]sweet..

[syudud,chik,farhani,baz]jamuan blok yng best. trimas junior2 sekalian.

ak sorang pelik. time jamuan jpa kat kem ape ntah. huhu~~ sgt best.. tapi cam sorang ak da lost contact. sedeyh ar...

aimi? mimi? ape hal? saket ke? heheh...

*saat2 yang ak ta dpt ak lupekan. mereka sgt best. tengs 4 the wonderful year kat blok e tuh yerp.. ^_^

*credit to baz coz ni pics dari cmera die.

i am hypocrite la

salam. my 2nd entry. *hek elleh cam men polis entry lak*

okeh2.. this is where my heart speaks ngan my mouth shuts. yeah. dats rite. sumetimes i got the feeling dat i'm being hypocrite.

so what?!!

open up ur eyes laa. take off ur head and throw it to the wall. smack ur face until u cant breath.

they wrote, "life is hypocrite".

at the first time i laid my eyes on that sentence, i felt like i wanna give the most powerful knuckle sandwich into their faces. yeah.. and i did. but just in my dream lorh. damn it! huh~ i felt so angry dat i think i can even crush their bones and burn them alive. urhg!! totally pissed off dat time. how could they think that way?

but i shouldn't let my emotionals controlled me. i'm the one who supposed to be the the mastermind of my own feelings and of coz not being i-am-so-sensitive person. think rasionally. stop being emo and start to listen to the tiny voice in my head. hurm.. i guess dat time, the tiny voice was so tiny dat i cant hardly hear it. so, emotional was taking over me. aiyok.

now. i noe.. they were rite after all. life is hypocrite in such ways. and i think it is not a crime to have 2 or more personalities in one person. just to fit in rite? but i am still being myself here at blogger. this is me! only.. the other side of me. but still, i am me. not you or anyone else. yes. my heart can speak. so do yours. u just need to try and listen carefully. and u might hear it. hehhe..

its up to you to say wat ever u want. but. look into the mirror first b4 you judge others. and plz. never judge a book by its cover. however, in certain cases... we HAVE TO judge by its cover.

ape kes ngan dr jekyll ngan mr hyde lak. hurm.. 2 different person in the same body. urgh.. could it possible?? huh~~ can i have my own "mr. hyde" ? hahah.. am i saying dat i am "dr jekyll"? OMG! wats happening to me rite now? stop it.. stop it.

sory ar readers. my emotional isnt quite stable rite now. benci nyer... my head.. my toughts.. my feelings... everything is upside down. so, ak just merapu meraban je. jgn ar amek pehatian sgt entry ak kali nih. or may be entry2 ak sebelum nih and yang akan datang. argh!!

idop nih sekali... malas ar ak nak pike mende2 ngarut nih. jom idop bahagie ramai2!! mari warnai idop kite ngan kaler2 yang indah lagi menawan. hehe...

ta taw nak tulis tajok pe

salam

HUH~~ itulah yang byk kali kuar drpd mulut cikgu ak. aduyai.. maaf le cikgu. dah seminggu saye x pegang stereng. rase cam monyet nak blaja nek beskal lak. maaf cikgu...

hurm.. bukit?? x yah ckp ar, 5 kali cube. 4 kali ak fail. satu je ak pas with flying colours. hehe. poyo. tp yang only one ak pastuh pon seb bek enjin x mati. kalu x ak yang mati kat situ.. waaa!! x mo!! tolong ar. ak nak master kat bukit tuh. any advice? mereka yang dah bole berlagak dengan lesen P masing2, berilah ak sedikit nasihat. hehehe..

pastu, parking lak ak pon cam sucks gile tadi. satu2nye bahagian yang ak amat hebat dlu [berlagak], tapi skg?? aioyoyo!! teruks giles!!! hurm.. kne pulun gle2 pasnih. kalu x mati ar ak kne wat ulangaan test. eish..! x mo xmo!!

tadi pon, ak cam x btol time bwk kete tuh kat road. tgn kat stereng, otak kat dalam tengkorak, tapi cam pikiran ak jaoh melayang jap. aduyai.. asal nih aimi! focus ok?? fokus! seb bek x kne marah. huh~~ hmpir2 nak menempah satu tiket saman from paksik polis 100 meter kat depan. tgh wat road block. eish.. time cni la dy nak wat road block! ak panas tol. sirius... mmg tgh panas! mentari sgt terik memancarkan sinarnya. hehhe...

bende yang ak dok pike kan tuh.. ak rase.. x de ar fenting sgt pon. tp.. asek2 dtg je melintasi pemikiran ak. huh~ sukati ko je kan?? ak saman satg baru taw! ak try nak buang ape ak pike tuh jaoh2, tapi.. bongek tol! ak dah buang, dy dtg balek. sepak karang! hish!! sirius ar.. tolong ar dgr cakap ak. ak x mao pike pasal KAU lah! perjalanan ak nak jumpe KAU masih under construction. ak ta yakin ak boleh pilih jalan KAU lagik wat mase skg. tolong ar... jgn ar baek sgt ngan ak! ak nih ta bek la... tulunn.. tulun... melting.. taw ak melting ble ko bek sgt. rse cam nak bg penampar je time tuh. jgn ar.. tolong.. jgn wat ak cair daaa... stop it. plss.. *eleh.. cam brani je nak ckp. . tulis boleh ar tunjuk eybat*

STILL NOT READY YET! THE ROAD IS CLOSED FOR 6-7 YEARS. *hope so*

cis, bedebah KAU! amaran keras! jgn bersifat baek ati sgt dgn ak yang kurang baek nih [bukan jahat haa]. nnti ak yang rase besalah nak mati. plzzz... hehe poyo lak..

sume tuh bebelan je. x de ketan antara yang belum mati ataupun yang telah idup. sekian... ak mengundur diri..

plkn [ikhlas ke x nih??]

salam. dis is my 3rd entry 4 today. wow.. byk nye... gedik menaip tol la.

tadi just dpt call dari adekku ami. dy kne gak plkn.

ami: akak, tadi ami gi pjbt pos. pastu dpt sampul surat besaw.
aku: hah? mende? x kan lesen kete jpj tarok dalam tuh kot??
ami: x la.. guess wat? ami kne gie plkn SOK!!!
aku: ape???!!!
ami: ye.. sok..
aku: tapi arie tuh kate kne gie yang panggilan ke3! ape kementerian nih!!>???
ami: tuh la.. skg nih tgh kabut nak prepare for esok.
aku: aduyai.. kecian ami.

bagaimana hal ini boleyh terjadi?! salah siape? adek ami aku jadik mangse! come on ar weyh!! dah tangan dy ade prob! ak ta kire! plkn kne bg optional kat dy! hehe cam ak nih bos besar lak. tapi sirius. kesian rakyat la... nak paggil berkhidmat tok negara. tapi care memanggil tuh cam x ikhlas je.

ade gak kes. arie tuh kene daftar plkn, arie tuh baru surat panggilan smpai. wat the 'tuuuuuttt'??? ok ok.. ak taw ak nih mmg agak anti-plkn. heheh.. harap2 ak x kne ar smpai ble2.

so, kerajaan kne sirius ar siket dlm hal nih. biar ar hal nih terurus dengan lebeh effisyen. x de ar susahkan orng len. aiyoyoyo!!

aku, dia, dan hp.

salam

baru ak perasan siket perubahan yang telah berlaku kat perangai ak sejak beberape hari yang lepas. adekah ak semakin malas ataw ak semakin meningkat dewasa? hehe.. terasa amat poyo sekali untuk berbicare pasal kedewasaan ak. hehe.. mmg ar... rmai yang kate. walopon ak nih dah 18, tapi otak still cm 8 thn. aduyai.. x mungkin.. x mungkin!!! tp ade gak yang kate umo baru 18, tapi muke belagak cam mak orang lak. what?? eyp. tua sgt ke ak nih hah?? heheh cool.. cool...

ok ok... ape yang da terjadi? sebenanye.. ini krisis antara ak ngan hp ak. yup. hp ak. sejak due menjak nih. ak cam dah malas gile nak balas pape msj. lg pon, ak dah kekeringan kredit. top up?? heheh tunggu elaun masok dlu. hurr.m... tue ar.. kalu dpt msj pon, ak lebeh terase rajin call je balek manusie tersebut. walopon, agak mahal la. mugkin sbb tuh kredit ak cpt sgt haus bulan nih..

well, sirius. ak sgt malas da nak tekan punat2 hp tuh tok reply. may b skg je kot. ak rase bg ar seminggu lagik. ak kembali normal la kot... heheh... ato pon ak rase cam da muak ngan hp?? hahah ... x besyukur lansong aimi!!! eyp... bukan ak nak mintak bende len. ak rse cam skg nih hp tuh, bg ak x de kegunaan sgt la. sms.. abeh duet.. sms.. abeh duet.. pastu top up... then, abeh lagik...

ha! itu lah ak perasan kat diri ak. sms dan calling. mane lagi elok.?? kalu sms perlukan mase yang agak pnjang untuk smpai tujuan asal perbincangan sb akan melencong kesane kemari dahulu. ak nih kalu nak cakap pape, please ar direct to the point. dont waste my time. heheh... but kalu calling, x smpai 2 menet da taw dah pe yang diperlukan. senang kan??

dats y laaa... skg nih pon, celcome punyer rate calling lagi murah... [ni sume gare2 kawan ak ar dok promote celcome dari last year], and ak pon terase tertarik oleh pakage celcome nih.. ape ah?? celcome blue.. alaa.. yang ade maya karin tue.. heheh.. tgk ar... kalu ak rajin dan ak dah abeh wat research sal nomber baru nih.. insya-allah ak akan bertukar ke celcome. hurm.. walopon ak da ade number 013 cume kureng aktif, tapi cam rase tamak lak nak yang clcome blue tuh. aiyoyoy.. nafsu2.

buat keputusan ikot hati dan akal fikiran yerp. dan juge faktor2 sekeliling. jgn ikotkan napsu semate2...

borang-obat-kompius

salam.

aku baru je selamat selasai mengisi borang PILN. sempat gak. punyer ar kalot semalam x jumpe borang for mara. rupe2nye isik je kat website jpa tuh. then, baru lar choose mara. ape daaa.. aimi... aimi... seb bek ak berlagak macho depan parents ak smalam. hehe.. konon2 cam orang x cuak ar.. padahal dalam atie... aiyok!! gelabah nak mati!!

syukur alhamdulillah... Allah masih memberi ak peluang untuk menjalankan taggungjawab ak sbg sorang pelajar. heeh... tengkiu mama and papa coz mensupport saye dalam usaha melengkapkan borang sebentar tadi. aiyoyo.. gedik gle.. isi borang pon nak berteman2.. hahahah.. sukati ak ler..

hurm... ak masih lagi demam. tapi dah ok siket ar. smalam makan obat liquid kaler oren. sedap... papa ak surow telan obat batok gak. sbb ak telah termengade2 batuk ala2 sopan mase makan obat demam tuh. walau bagaimanapun [ececeh~~ penanda wacana lak], ak refused tok makan. sbb ak x ske. dah hmpir 5 thn ak x penah mkn obat batok yang dokter bagik. heheh... ak ske yang cap ibu dan anak tuh.. sedap2.. tapi cam x bekesan je. harapkan sedap lemak berkrim je.

harap2 ak cepat ar sihat. dah ar lesen pon x pas lagik. 31 mac nih ak ade test jpj. huhu~~ bukit ak senantiasa kantoi kalu x de cikgu dlm kete. aduyai.. pray 4 me lulus ngan cmerlang yerp. ha!! terlupe lak nak call cikgu nak wat class. alamak.. mati gue!!

okeh okeh.. kne call skg. ha! lagi! appoinment gigi!! aiyok... end of march nhi. bile la ak nak bukak braces nih?? hehe.. kesian gigi ak kne penjare lebih 2 thn nih... huhu~~

hurm.. dlu ak prob btween medic ngan akaun. skg nih ak prob btween medic ngan dentistry lak. aiyok... aimi!! nak jadik dokter ape? ak pon x taw le. aduyai... parents ak lak jenis yang ta brape kesah sbb anak2 yang kne pndai wat kputusan sendirik. mereka x mau control2. alaaa... untuk kali nih, kontrol la orang!! x taw nak pilih pe... hurm.. so, now.setelah ak pike2. dan berbincang. ak pilih medic. kalu nak tuka2.. itu len cerite.. okes??

dats all kot... ok ok... out.

men ujan+carik pasal = demam panas

salam ukhuwah.

ak tgh demam skg nih. hurm.. huh~~ cis!! dugaan Allah yang kecik nih pon ak nak mengeluh. blom kne gie plkn cam kak azua kite lagik.ak rse ak dah meraong cam kera ilang anak je kot. heheh... alhamdulillah ak baru cek td kat web plkn. ak ta tersenarai. harap2 smpai yang ke 3 pon ak ta kene. amin```



demam oh demam...
ak demam. ye le ak demam laaa... setelah sekian lme ak ta demam. ceh~ cam bangge lak dy demam. mengade! baru tadi ak melakukan aksi menggelikan ... yaitu... termuntah!! ewwww!! seb bek dah ade dlm toilet. x yah susah2 nak cuci.

rasenye sume sibs ak demam. penangan hujan kat pantai timur. aiyoyo.... sume dah terbungkang kat depan tv. masing2 x larat. cam mayat idop ade gak.. ak nih je yang power siket berkat kuniaan-Nya masih lagi gagah untuk menulis entry nih. walopon sepatotnye ak kene byk doa untuk cpt sehat. ok ok.. pasnih ak gie!!

obat oh obat...
kekasih setiaku.. panadol... telan 2 bijik.. tros tido. cam kne bg dadah lak.. dadah kan?? ntah le.. ape ar aimi! kate nak mek medic. bnde asas pon da lupe!! aiyoyo...

tue, je ak nak cakap. moral of the story! jgn gatal2 tunjuk eybat men ujan!!

23rd [terima kasih cikgu]

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera
kepada semua students mrsm beseri
nahwal imtiaz 23rd batch
congratulations!!
maktab kite dpt number 6 antara mrsm and ke-2 kalu tolak pkp.
bm 100% A.
chemistry number 5.
bangge2!!

..alhamdulillah...

everything yang kite usahakan for the past 2 year, akhirnye membuahkan hasil. so, ak ade amanat yang telah diberikan oleh mr x-press kite, yakni encik rahiim [pergh 9 1A tuh..!! hehe]...

so,

...dear my brothers and sistahs...

kejayaan kite x bermakne tanpe usahe dan keberkatan daripada para guru mrsm beseri. mcm2 program diorang dah jalankan. taw ak?? hmpir 6 ribu lebeh duet maktab batch kite 'kikis' semate2 untuk persediaan menghadapi spm 20o8. oleh itu, kat sni ade number2 hp beberape orang cikgu2 untuk diihubungi. merekalah yang paling byk berkorban untuk kite meraih kejayaan kita pada 12 mac 2009. ibu bapa kita di mrsm dulu, kini, dan selamanya...

cikgu nordin : 0194540191
cikgu salamiah : 0123747621
cikgu salim : 0124767010
cikgu ksumawati : 0195554786
cikgu ainul : 0134311123
cikgu asma : 0194247875
cikgu azaril : 0124430082
cikgu farijah : 0174232425
teacher noni : 0194060787
cikgu omar : 0139802609
teacher omi : 0195583459
cikgu raihan : 0194791313
cikgu zamri : 0194483387
cikgu basit : 0195642208
cikgu hafizi : 0122642929
cikgu halijah : 0194546463
cikgu juna : 0194772302
cikgu norazilah : 0194549613
ustazan hamizan [beliau telah berpindah ke kolej mara seremban] : 0194149101
ustaz yusri : 0194448642
ustaz abdullah z : 0124439116

*kalu x dpt contact harap maaf la yerp. may b ak salah taip ato cikgu2 tersayang da tuka number. ak ingat nak post kat web batch, tapi cam x leyh nak bukak. so, ak just buat entry kat sni je ar. harap2 nahwalimtiazans dpt beri perhatian yerp.
*eyp!! jgn salah gune lak number2 nih!!! taw2!! ak caye kat dak nahwalimtiaz!!

kat kampong

aiyok!! ak x isik borang pe lagik!!! katkampong!! arie nih balek. harap2 sempat ar isiik. skgtgh gunekomp sepupu ak. terimas, cuzin! hehe...

kepade kawan ak yang bek hati membelikan no pins... terimekasih ye!! nanti ak belanje makan. heheh...

katsini ujan lebat nak mati. mandi ujan smbil cuci pinggan mangkok tadi, ye le.. sedaremare.. kene ar tolong2. dah beh kenduri... kite pon mule ar keje mengemas. penat siot...

ok ar. nnti smpai umah ak continue. salam.

finally.. home

salam sistahs and brothers...

debaran dah beakhir. alhamdulillah... segale keringat ak pulun last year berbaloi. prep, stay up, mencapap kat staffroom, and of coz eeg serte esg kat dtsp yang sejuk gile tuh. YES!! EVERYTHING WAS WORTH IT.

tapi. my papa said, this is just the beginning. my journey had just started. where?! donno yet. but please pray 4 me!! i wanna be a doctor. yes. a doctor. amin~~

ak sgt happy smalam. jumpe kengkawan, cikgu2, pak guard [dah ade MAK guard daaa], makcik kafe, and staff2. huhu~~ yang ak terlalu happy ialah tgk muke cikgu2 yang cam nak mati senyum smpai telinge!!! ak cm tetibe nak nangih tgk diorang begitu xcited.

smalam orang first ak peluk was cikgu farijah. cikgu paling style dalam idop ak. dah lame x dipeluk oleh beliaw. ak rase cam nak lompat smpai siling dtsp tuh je capai reben2 biru kuning kat atas tuh pastu gayot cam tarzan. hahah... bongek jee... x la.. gile pe... pastu ntah cne ak gie plok dinding lak.. haha.. sebenanye nak cover. wahahah.. poyos.

sementara tunggu petang. lepak sat kat blik junior kat blok b. hehe... pastu diorang cam panggil sume dak form 1 [08] gie bilek diorang. terase cam dalam akuarium lak. hehe// stay jap. solat. lepak. borak. and berfoto2. hhe. nanti ak upload pics. terharu gle time diorang kate, rindu gle kat akak2 jpa. hehehe.. bazilah ngan echah pon ade gak.

balek umah echah... refresh... makan.. jumpe parents beliaw dan kemudian blah ke hotel cinta sayang golf club resort kat sp tuh. jumpe mama ak. sbb esoknye ak nak balek bersama2 beliaw menaiki kete opis. baz ikot skali. mak ak kate.. kitorang tido cam orang dah mati. x gerak2 lansong.. waaaa.. penat la maa!!! nek bus kat kangat kol 5 smpai sp kol 9 lebehy. ni sume salah bus kat kangar tuh. hehehe.. nak salah kan orang len lak. hehe kureng ko aimi. x pe la. "inna ma'al 'usri yusraa". kan? "stiap kesusahan ada kesenangan"... ak dpt pengalaman yang amat best travel ngn echah dan baz sambil berbaju kurong. heheh... amazing journey,...

now, at home. hurm.. penat? opcoz.. tapi sume tuh la yang buat ak lagi bersyukur idop keliling orang yang ak syang. skg kne focus for future. ape nak jadi? ak nak jadi manusie yang bergune kpd bangsa, agama, dan negara. so, target... ak nak blaja smpai phd. doakan ak yerp.. amin.. amin...

tiba; opis mama

salam.. salam salam...!!!

wargh!! akhirnye ak sampai KL!! umah x smpai lagik. sggah opis mama ak sat. tgh gne komputer beliaw la nih. satg baru nak lunch. jejake2 pujaan hati ku sedang menunaikan kewajipan sbgai sorang muslim sejati di masjid2 berdekatan. solat jumaat la. ak nanti nak zohor lak. hehe.. asal jejake-jejake??? ramai lak? sbb ak pon x de yang specific lagi laa... path untuk ke "sana" masih under construction. hehe..

alhamdulillah!!! syukur kepada Allah. Dia Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui. Dia lah Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.
ak berjaye memperoleh kejayaan yang aku idam2kan selame nih.

debaran spm dah selesai. tamat?? oh tidak.. perjalanan ni baru je bermule.pas nih kne pike pasal interviw lak. scholarships.. almaklumlah... kne carik tajaan.. x mampu le nak tggong sendirik blaja. sian mak bapak ak.

ok ok.. kene chow. smbong kat umah sat g. later. tata. salam.

urgh!! when dis torture goin to end??

salam sume!

ak rase nih entry ak yang terakhir kot b4 ak berangkat pulang ke negeri indera kayangan. hurm.. PERLIS~! WAIT FOR ME! hehe.. poyos seperti bese. so, wat am i gonna talk about? errrmm...

wait...

i'm thinking...

still thinking...

ahah.. it's coming to me//...

argh!!! cant think of anything!!!

close my eyes.. all i can c is the white paper with my grades on it. huh~~
open my eyes.. i saw my "ak janji" on my wall. huh tensi... tensi!!

huh~~ wat to do?? wat to do?? pack my bag? huh~~ not int the mood lah. may b after the sun rises tomorrow kot. dat time akan tergopoh-gapah n amat gelojoh untuk berpacking. well, dat wat i did 4 the past 2 years. hehe.. lazy aimi!

ok ok.. i noe... u want me to just shut up and get lost. coz i wanna me to do the same thing to. but nak get lost ke mne? perlis? yeah .. perlis.. more specific beseri! wargh!! i miss the beserians. pak guard yang bek hati. mak cik ds yang rajin simpan left overs dan sudi melayan kerenah ak time lauk ayan dihidangkan. "makcik, saye nk peha ayam bolehy x?". ad smpai satu tahap... ak x yah mintak pon, makcik tuh dah taw. hehe.. pastu pakcik2 ngan makcik2 lab assistances.. sory coz ade pecahkan appparatus and sepahkan lab. hehe... warden2 yang penyayang. and opcoz... cikgu2 yang berdedikasi untuk terus tabah mendidik ak dan yang len. almost forgot, my juniors! hehe... get ready girls, jpa korang yang paling "tttuuuuuuuuutttt" nak balek!! hahah.. jgn nak lari!

huh~~ i'm glad that i live my life to the fullest in beseri dlu. i did everything dat i always dying to get my hands on. hehe... now i'll be back but not as a student or a bwp or a jpa or even the lazy aimi. but.. as a x-students dat gonna receive her result. the one who will burst into tears no matter how the day going to be. gotta prepare lotsa tissues. or i just bring my napkin. hehe..

ok ok.. long enough i guess. already 9 am. wanna watch phineas and ferb. k cya guys later.
ma'assalamah...

who next? my mother.

salam ya habibi dan habibah. hehehe..

-sory for the grammar and the broken eng. hehe-
*cam rase ade connection lak ngan azua. talking about someone precious. "ibu".

who next?
your MOTHER
who next?
your MOTHER
who next?
your MOTHER
and then, your father...

*lagu yang slalu buat ak bertmbah rase syukur kpd Allah sbb kurniakan ak ibu seperti mama ak.*

the people who we suppose to love to the fullest after Allah s.w.t and his messenger Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. are our mom and dad. but now i wanna to write about her. yes, mother.

some called mom, mummy, ma, mama, mak, ibu, ummie, mother. doesnt matter how i called my mother, she's the best damn mother i've ever had. usually i call her mama [all of us did] but sumhow i wanna be different from my other sibs. so, one day i tried to call her my the name of "ibu". it was kinda akward but sumhow i enjoyed it. donno how about her. like/... ibu.. nak nih. rather than /... mama..nak tuh. it felt different u noe?...

then, i tried to overcome my egoisme [does dis word exist??]. i am not soo good at telling others that i love them or how much they meant to me by saying it [note to self:: boys are totally out of the list. coz i've learned my lessons. heheh.. funny but at the same time i just wanna give him a knuckle sandwish]. i really2 sucks in making confession without using pen/pencil and piece of paper. well, i'm just not brave enough to let others noe who am i behind this "aimi diyana" mask. hheheh..

so, back to the main topic. the thing dat i had done which i thought i'll lose my dignity of saying the "sentence" to her was... "i love u". hehe.. may b u thing dat, "huh~~ dats all?? how stupid..." but do i even bother to care??? huh~~ hurm... it went like dis... i called her. "mama!" i waited for a moment and, "i love u". dats all. and she replied that, she loves me more than i love her but equally with the others sibs. so, it wasnt fatal like i thought it would be. hehehe...

may b b4 i had the courage to tell her dat, i wasnt thinking outside of the box. my brain was locked inside the big box named -stop thinking-. all that i had in mind was, "grown ups as if teenagers dont need to show their feelings. it can be really poyo!". well, i was wrong.. dead wrong. may b i tried to grow up too fast. and may b i was terpengaruh by the tv programmes. huh~~ better stick to the cartoons... hehhe..

hurm... sumtime i think what had i done to have a precious mother like her? i'm not a good kid. not even a nice person. sumhow i dont think i deserve a kind,loving, caring mother like her. all i do,did,done were breaking her fragile heart. at least i thought so. ofcoz, i made her cried. i disrespected her. i said, "ah". i pretended dat i was sleeping when she asked for help and sooo on... but those were only last during my zaman jahiliyah where my hormones x seimbang yet. hopefully. hhehe. now, i tried to be a better daughter for her. may b not a perfect one but enough for her to feel and noe that insya-Allah i'll be there for her now and forever.

mama, she's the best mother in the whole universe!! my mom! our mom... she's a strong woman. she always reminds me to "think the end" or more like "begins with the end in your mind". she's adorable and funny and ofcoz very sempoi. she can be my mother and my bff at the same time. i can tell her EVERYTHING!! but i didnt tell her everything coz somhow i can easily forget sumthing. huhu.. poor me. i'm the luckiest daughter in this world [including my sibs] to have her as our one and only mama. sayang mama!

and i want to make her proud of me just like she was proud of my big sis. and to accomplish that missoin,

i wanna get straight 10 1A in spm!!

owh, Allah Lord mighty and most mercifull.. please listen my prayer. hear me...

so, i'm only gonna finish dat mission dis upcoming thursday. so, tawakal is all i can di rite now. wish me luck. wish us all luck.

yusuf islam

really love his songs.

~A is for ALLAH~

~thola'al badru 'alaina~

[maulidurassul//.. marilah kita bersama2 berselawat ke atas junjungan besar baginda S.A.W.]

Yusuf Islam gradually resumed his musical career in the 1990s. His initial recordings had not included any musical instruments other than percussion, and featured lyrics about Islamic themes. In the late 1990s, he was featured as a guest singer on God Is the Light, a song on an album of nasheeds by the group Raihan. In addition, he invited and collaborated with other Muslim singers, including Canadian artist Dawud Wharnsby Ali, in his private Mountain of Light Studio. After Yusuf's friend, Irfan Ljubijankic, the Foreign Minister of Bosnia-Herzegovina, was killed by a Serbian rocket attack, Islam appeared at a 1997 benefit concert in Sarajevo and recorded a benefit album named after a song written by Ljubijankic, I Have No Cannons That Roar.

Realizing there were few materials designed to educate children about the Islamic religion, Yusuf wrote and produced a children's album, A Is for Allah, in 2000 with the assistance of South African singer-songwriter Zain Bhikha. The title song was one Yusuf wrote years before to introduce his first child to both the religion and the Arabic alphabet. He also established his own record label, "Jamal Records", and Mountain of Light Productions, and he donates a percentage of his projects' proceeds to his Small Kindness charity, whose name is taken from the Qur'an.

On the occasion of the 2000 re-release of his Cat Stevens albums, he explained that he had stopped performing in English due to his misunderstanding of the Islamic faith. "This issue of music in Islam is not as cut-and-dried as I was led to believe ... I relied on heresy [sic], that was perhaps my mistake."

Islam has discussed feeling that his decision to leave the Western pop music business was perhaps one that was too quick with too little communication for his fans. For most, it was a surprise, and even his guitarist, Alun Davies spoke in an interview saying he didn't believe Stevens would actually go through with it, after his many forays into other religions throughout their relationship. Yusuf himself has said the "cut" between his former life and his life as a Muslim might have been too quick, too severe, and that more people might have been better informed about Islam, and given an opportunity to better understand it, and himself, if he had simply removed those items that were considered harām, in his performances, allowing him to express himself musically and educate listeners through his music without violating any religious constraints.

On 21 April 2005 Yusuf Islam gave a short talk before a scheduled musical performance in Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates, on the anniversary of the Islamic Prophet Muhammad's birthday. He said, "There is a great deal of ignorance in the world about Islam today, and we hope to communicate with the help of something more refined than lectures and talks. Our recordings are particularly appealing to the young, having used songs as well as Qur'an verses with pleasing sound effects..." Islam explained that while there had been no real guidelines about instruments in the Qur'an, and no reference about the business of music, it had been Muslim travellers who first brought the guitar to Moorish Spain. He noted that Muhammad was fond of celebrations, as in the case of the birth of a child, or a traveller arriving after a long journey. Thus, Islam concluded that healthy entertainment was acceptable within limitations, and that he now felt that it was no sin to perform with the guitar.

Music, he now felt, is uplifting to the soul; something sorely needed in troubled times. At that point, he was joined by several young male singers who sang backing vocals and played a drum, with Islam as lead singer and guitarist. They performed two songs, both half in Arabic, and half in English; "Tala'a Al-Badru Alayna", an old song in Arabic which Yusuf recorded with a folk sound to it, and another song, which was newly written by Yusuf Islam --"The Wind East and West", a new song with a distinct R&B sound.

hate; 16

ATTENTION

i. Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you

ii. At de end, choose 16 people to be tagged

iii. You have to tag the person who tagged you

iv.If i tagged you, its because i want to know more about you.

khAs buat arlina kerane die yang gatai tgn tagged ak. heheh [sayang arlina]

1. i'm not a guy.

2. i'm not a gay neither.

3. i hate cheesecakes.

4. i hate when i cry coz my nose will be filled with lotsa mucus.

5. i hate the fact that bush is still alive.

6. i dislike guys that perasan hot and perasan macho nak mati!!

7. i hate when others underestimate me.

8. i'm not good with girls dat rase diri dia amat hot dari orang len.

9. i hate when my wallet is empty and only ketas2 resit je ade.

10. i hate when people don't finish thier sentences when hving conversations. [meaning"::ckp separoh2]

11. i'm not going to be a lawyer or a soldier.

12. i'm not good in drawing but i love to colour my sistah's homewroks.

13. i'm not so good when it comes to make confessions.

14. i'm hate when i realised that i'm daydreaming-ing.

15. i hate when people x reti nak berator and potong je line. rase nak jerit je kat telinge dia.

16. i totally hate backstabbers and liars and.

nak tag spe yerp??

azua, ball, deeb, sodiq, arlina[hheheh kne tag balek], zoul, niesya, sod, baim, husna, habib, baz, enun, syud, farah...

alamak.. x cukop 16 laaa. nnti ak carik lagi yerp...

wee~~ ade tiket.

salam ukhuwah fillah.. dan salam sejahtera.

wargh!! ak baru je balek dari perhentian putra. wat pe kat sne???!! well, duh~~ bli tiket opcoz. amek maraliner yaitu salah satu bas y amat ak pecayai sejak ak form 4. terime kasih kepada mrsm beseri kerana mempertemukan ak ngan maraliner. hehe..

so, harga satu tiket around rm30++. so bli skali ntok baz mmandangkan kitorang berplan untuk berkonvoi bersame2 ke sp. pastu ingatkan nak bli tiket balek umah tros. tapi tgk2.. dah abeh.. "tiket pagi hari jumaat dah abeh la, nak. tinggal yang petang ngan malam je," paksik yang bertugas tuh mengeksplainkan kat ak ngan bpak ak. agak frust le. tapi ak truskan usaha. ak usha lak kat transnasional. abang india yang dok kat kaunter smbil memakai uniform merah dy tuh pon cakap bende yang same.

ak pon nak ngamok gak ar. tapi bpak ak ade ar.. x berani. lagipon, ramai gle nak mati orang kat hentian tuh. besela... senin ni kan cuti maulidurasul. sebenanye nak nangih tapi nnti ilang ar macho.. poyos..setelah ak begitu frust ak menepon mama. and she came out with another plan. yakni ak panggil plan D. dari perlis balek sp dan akan pulang ke pangkuan keluarge dengan menaiki kete opis mama ak. sbb mama ak pon tgh o'station kat sp tuh. weee~~ jimat... tapi ak lom gtaw plan terkini ni kat baz.

so, sume dah settle. tapi Dia lah sebaik2 perancang. ak nih hnyelah manusie bese. ak hnye mampu merancang tetapi Allah yang menentukannya. muge2 Dia memperkenankan usaha ak ini. amin~~~

byk la plan

salam..salam..salam...

mulai skarang dan 2 entry ak yang lepas ak berazam nak bg slm dlu sblm ak stat mengarot. muge2 ak akan istiqamah dlm merealisasikan impian ak nih. heheheh...**

okeh.. setelah berbincang hangat dengan bonda ayahanda y merangkap pegawai imigresen ak, satu buah plan telah termeterai. demi kselamatan nyawa dan maruah serta kewangan ak, plan ini tercipta hasil persetujuan semua pihak

okeh. like dis...

take a bus yang perjalann nya lebey kurang 5 jam ke sp. ooo.. ak tidak teros ke beseri... kerane ak rase itu amat membunuh jantung ak yang semakin rancak berdenyut nih. so, di sp ak akan bertemu dgn baz dan deeb. ha! kat sane kitorang lepak umah ecah. insya-allah.. muat... kalu x ak akan berkemah shj kat luar pagar umh dy.

bus tersebut ak akan nek arie rabu pagi insya-allah... dan smpai ptg la kot. tido serte melantak di rumah ecah. harap2 ak x kn buat pekare y memalukan la kat umah dy. hehehe.. bukan malukan ak, tapi malukan orang sekitar ak. heheh...

pastu, jeng...jeng...jeng... tibalah hari yang harap x penah wujud. KHAMIS~~~ so, akan berangkat pd pagi itu juge dan dijngka tiba kat depan pintu maktab 2 jam kemudian. pastu, lepas kol 10 [seperti yang dilaporkan kat paper and kat tv] results akan smpai kat tgn masing2. huh~~ mase tuh ak rase ak akan terasa amat terbelit2 intestines ni.dan ak rase ak kene book toilet kat dtsp tuh awal2. heheh...

pastu, ape lagi?? balek ar umah !!! huhu... hamek bus kat kangar tuh tros balek kl. dis plan B. insya-allah masih bermalam di umah ecah dan kembali ke rumah sendrik pada pagi jumaat. nie actually plan C. plan A ak akan teros ke tganu untuk gie kenduri kawin sepupu ak. so, elok lah. wujudkan bbrape plan dalan program harian anda.

tapi ak kne gak discuss ngan baz. hehe.. mne ar taw dy pon ade plan2 gk. k till nex time. ma'assalamah... ^_^

terkantoi. pernahle

salam buat kali kedua,

selang beberapa kali berangan ak kembali mengarut entry y sterosnye.

bagi mhilangkan rase ketidaksedapan hati ini, ak akan sedaye upaya untuk mencungkil bakat ak dlm kehebatan jari ak menari2 di atas keyboard smbil menekan huruf2 yang sterusnye akan mhasilkan satu karutan yang amat mengarut dan poyo untok dibace.

actually, blogging ni amat best. dh jdi hobi gak la. kdg2 rase cam diary gak, tapi diary ak lagi power la. but same je. luahan ferasaan dan akal serte buah fkiran.

ak stat blogging last year. dan active memblog mase dah abeh spm. so, awal2 nih ak byk mempost entry yang bekisahkan maktab rendah sains mara beseri la. sbb ak dpt byk gle nak mati pengalaman idop kat sane. and time cuti nih pon ak bekerje tapi sebagai assistant bibik di rumah. hehehe. byk gak pgalaman yang best2 kat umah. tapi itu ak postkan untok mase hadapan. hehehhe..

ak ade cerite pasal mcm2. ade ak puji. ade ak kutuk. ade ak perli. ade ak tipu. ade ak tersalah .. heheh... dan bmacam2 lagik ar. tapi time tuh ak x sedar fakta realiti yang blog ini akan menjadi umum dan bakal dibace oleh sesape shj tanpe ak taw sape makhluk tuhan paling rajin menziarahi blog ak nih. akhirnye ak terkantoi 1,2,3,4,5,6 and sooooo on kali.

sbb ak x penah espect yang blog ak nih akan dibace oleh mereka2 yang ak x penah espect akan bace blog ak nih. [heh? ape ak merepek nih??] so, hasil terkantoi ak yang seberape kali byk itu, buat ak lebih berhati2 untok biar hati ak nih berkata2. hehehe...

kalu kantoi ngan orang kite x akan jumpe smpai mati x pe la. nih terkantoi ngan manusia yang kite akan bertembong awmost everyday. hahaha... kantoi... malu... x de tmpat nak sorok muke hemsem nih. aiyak.

kepada pihak yang mengaku buat ak terkantoi tuh, siap ar kalu buat ak kantoi lagik. ak gigit sampai terputus urat nnti. ini amaran keras sekeras tengkorak ak kepada insan bernama ****z di mane ak x ley nak mention namenye sbb ak bakal terkantoi lagik sekali. so, insan tersebut membuat ak rase nak makan die bekuahkan kuah spegeti dan menjadikan dagingnya sbg sumber meatball bile dy buat ak kantoi dengan sekantoi2nye. hehe.. tapi pike balek... lawak gak. kekalutan time ak terkantoi. heheheh..

pastu ak pike.. dan pike... serta ak telah mendapat beberape feedbacks. gaye penulisan ngan pengarutan ak kat sni agak jaoh terpesong dan bebeze drpd ape yang mostly orang nampak kat diri ak secare live. hehehe... well, mungkin sbb ni hati ak yang berkate2. eececeh~~ poyo lagik. x la. org yang menulis nih dan org yang nmenye aimi diyana no maktab 07085 adalah org y same. lantak ar sesape nak judge ak. ade ak kesah?? hehehe..but sirius. ak x tipu... kalu ade y rse ak tipu pon itu may b sbb mereka x hingin mengenali ak terlebih dhlu. n that is ur problem!!! aduh~~ cam sombong lak. heheh...

sekarang, ak dah mengantok. alhamdulillah... masih ade peluang dpt nikmat tido. ok.. salam.

khamis-12mac

salam readers,

pagi2 lagi ak dah diterkezutkan oleh berita sensasi. result spm kompem kuar 12 mac nih.ye, btol. x tipu!! 12 mac 20o9 lepas kol 10 am kat skolah masing2.

lepas ak dpt berite hangit tuh, ak tros beraksi cam mayat hidup. asal le ak nih? darah serupe cam dah kne freeze ray. jantong cam dah beralih tempat. intestines plak berbelit2 dah. huh~~ cam bunyi putus cinte lak.

huhu.. x le.. skg tgh cuak nak mati menunggu hari kames akan datang. pike psl transpot, tmpat nak stay, *almaklumlah ak dok slangor and perlis is far2 away* , dan juge nak wat ape pada hari tersebut. semestinye kepale pon tgh pusing pike. nak pakai baju ape ah? hahaha... inilah pompuan. itu yang kne pike dlu. priority!! dlu ak x la camni. tapi sejak belakangan ini, ak jadi camni. hehehe....

pape hal, ak telah dikempen dan berkempen ngan klasmates2 ak. cadangan memakai pakaian tradisi melayu yaitu baju kurung ala2 gadis melayu terakhir. hahaha.. poyos! lantak la kaler ape pon. asalkan supan lagi sejuk mate memandang dan manis mulut berbiccara.

ak nih bukanlah mangsa kekejaman fesyen. n opcoz ak nih amatlah bengap bile disuruh pike pasal pemakaian pompuan. hehe.. pengakuan eksklusive nih. heheh. cikgu2 pon dah berpesan. nanti time amek result pakailah baju yang boleh diterima oleh para pendidik di maktab rendah sains mara beseri.

ak bukan nak menunding jari pada mana2 pihak. just pendapat umum ak aje. may be akan wujud sesetengah pihak y mengatakn bahawasanya "ak x mo jd hipokrit". oleh itu, dengan sesedap rasa kari ayam babas, mereka akan mengenakan pakaian yang mengikut sasuke hati mereka yakni yang kurang dipersetujui oleh our 2nd parents sejak azali lagi. tapi, kne ingt... how was our lives b4 in beseri? so, kene la respect keadaan dan situasi.

serupe la dengan keinginan menghadiri kenduri tahlil atau majlis doa selamat. musti kite akan berpakaian yang sepatutnye untuk menghormati majlis dan juge tetamu2 yang hadir. tapi x bermakna kite hipokrit kan?

ak bukan nak bertazkirah ataw membajet diri aku nih baek nak mampos untuk menulis bende alah nih. ak sedar kedudukan ak. hanyelah hamba-Nya yang hina.

tapi ak just concern akan kenyataan2 yang akan dikeluarkan oleh cikgu2 dan juge ferasaan hati dan jantung mereka bile mereka menatapi bekas pelajarnye pada hari kames ini. semoge apa yang bakal terpacul dari mulut mereka akan memberi manfaat dan kebaikan pada batch kite. amin~~~

*try to think out of the box. [bukan bju kurong je yep]

generasi pekak

mama ak pernah mengetengahkan pendapat beliau tentang generasi pada masa hadapan.

apa dia?? hurm.. beliau berkata bahawasanya, "tgk la, generasi korang [merujuk kpd ak dan adek2]nanti musti akan susah nak berdemokrasi sbb sume dah PEKAK".

ak pon cam heran laa... cane mama aku leyh predict? psikik ape mak ak nih? sejak bile dpt anugerah peramal mase depan nih?

sebenarnye beliau menyampaikan komen beliau tersebut selepas menyaksikan perbuatan dan gelagat anak2 muda di tv dan juga di sekitar alam nyata. sumenye [hampir sume].. menyumbatkan lobang telinga masing2 dengan earphone untuk mendengar lagu. x kirela source nyer ap... ipod ke.. i-phone ke... mp3.. mp4.. ataupon dari hp masing2 yang zaman kini ade bermacam2 jenis. ade jugak yang lebih hebat, tarok radio besar2 kat sebelah telinge. ala2 rappers kot. hurm.. jarak antare source sound ngan eardrum tuh ak rase sejengkal pon x sampai.

actually, anak2 beliau pon begitu juge. ye.. ak pon tersenarai dalam golongan generasi pekak. huhuhu... sbb ketika itu pon ak sdg menyumbat bende alah yang same dalam telinge ak. pasang gile kuat nak mati smpai ape mama ak ckp pon ak x dgr. dats y la kot dy geram sgt. padan muke ko aimi.

so, sejak hari tu, ak da jarang la mendera eardrums ak. dgr radio ato lagu kat komp tanpe mggunakan medium earphone. hanye air particles yang akan menyampaikan vibrations lagu2 tersebut ke dalam telinga aku menghentak eardrums ak lalu mengactivatekan receptors dalam cochlea ak. lalu akan menghasilkan impulse yang kemudian akan disalurkan ke otak ak untuk diproses. huh~~ dah lame ak tinggalkan bende pembelajaran nih. hrp2 betol la turutan nyer.

adekah benar ramalan mama ak tersebut? hurm... probability nyer agak besar. dan mungkin akan jadi kenyataan kalau penggunaan alat sumbatan telinga ini digunakan secare radikal. oleh itu, sayangilah eardrum anda agar tepelihara drpd tergolong dalam generasi pekak.

berfikir

sekarang berpukul 2.13 pagi. kenape ak x tido lagiik? senang je.. sbb ak rase ak kne insomnia laa. ak dah off9.. dan ak dah membaca doa untuk tido mengikut turutan yang diajarkan oleh papa ak tersayang. [alfatihah-alikhlas-alfalaq-annas-ayatkursi-doatido-syahadah]. sudah ak bacekan...
tapi... seberape gigih ak berusaha untuk tido. ak x mampu nak pakse otak ak turuf shutdown buat sementara. huh~~ so, ak kembali on9. heheheh.. tgk2 ramai nak mati on9 kat ym.

ade lar kwn2 skola rendah. kelmarin suppose ak gie reunion sktu kat genting. namun, apakan daya, ak tidak mendapat kelulusan pihak imigresen untuk ke sane. so tadi ak just tgk la gmbar2 diorang berhapy2an di sana. jelez? opcoz!

ak ade terpikir.. lenkali kalu nak wat reunion.. better wat kat umah orang2 tua ato umah anak2 yatim. idea nih pon hasil cetusan bonda tersayang. kite nih beruntung kalau nak dibandingkan ngan mereka2. ade family, umah sendiri, mak bapak still tanggong, time raye bley balek kampong, mase bosan leyh carik pasal ngan sibs, dll].

tapi kenape kite slalu cam x ingat ha kite nih beruntung? ape yang ade slalu x dihargai. tapi time dah ilang.. baru kite mule nak mencari.

hoih chik

sirius chik. ak ingat kat ko tetiap arie lor.

ak rindu gle kat kau. b*d*h nyer plkn. hehe.. x pe la asalkan ko happy, ak pon happy. may b ko x bace entry ni skg. tapi ak harap ble ko bace... ko bace je la.

hurm... pertemuan yang x pernah ak sangkekan dalam idop ak. chik... die nih byk ajar ak supaye jadi sorang yang kuat dan bukan shj bajet kuat. sb mungkin selame nih ak rase ak bajet sgt kuat time di khalayak ramai. tapi sbnarnye ak pon ade gak time2 malas nak rase kuat. so, dengan die lah ak luahkan hampir segale ketidakpuashatian ak ato kehappyan ak sepanjang arie.

persahabatan mane yang x prnah goyah? gadoh? opcoz. wajib sememangnya pasti dan akan bergadoh. tapi... sumhow dat gadoh2 wat ak lagi kenal sape manusie bername nadirahtul husna nih.

die x penah bosan tolong ak. ak rase, kalu bukan sebab dy dan mereka2 lain yang ak sayang, dah lame ak lari dari maktab. amek bus balek umah. hahaha... mereka adalah salah satu sebab kenape ak berjaye mengraduasikan diri ak pada tahon lepas. dan juga menghadapi pelbagai jenis kesulitan yang ak rase amat remeh temeh untuk ak pikirkan time tuh.

chik ade kat plkn. 11 mac nih.. maka... blah la dy dan yang lain dari kem masing2 dan kembali ke pangkuan keluarga dalam rela atau paksa. huhu~` kalu die x mo balek pon.. ak akan pakse gak! chik!! ko balek sekarang jugak! may b 12 mac ak dpt jumpe dy kat mktab. insya-allah.

ade skali ak tepon chik dalam keadaan yang amat memalukan ak. mate ak berpeluh berckp tepon ngan dy sbb ak benci sgt kat plkn. "aku benci kau plkn! benci benci!! sangat benci! ". yup. itu ak cakap kat chik. dy pon x taw nak wat cne. and lastly dy mintak ak,

" addy, jgn tinggal quran ye. kalu hang rindu ke.. teringat ke kat ak. hang bukak la quran pastu hang bace and doakan untuk ak sekali. ak x mau la disebabkan ak, hang lupe kat Allah. ye addy?"

sampai camtuh skali baeknye chik kat ak... die kat plkn pon still rase tjwb dy terhadap ak sbg sorang sahabat. ak nih je yang kadang2 bengap x tentu pasal, susah sgt nak phm niat dy. chik. ko balek la cpt...

pabile ak ditagged

kene tagged balek.. aiyok...

1. Do you think you're hot?

>> ak x hot. ak hanye manusie bese yang akan menjadi luarbese 'hot' klau ade yang mencarik pasal.

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

>> hehe.. kaki pon termasuk dalam 'you' kan.

3. Why do you like that picture.

>>> sbb stosken fav ak. hanye 99 sen di giant.

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?

>>> last week kot. siap dpt free gift lagi sbb dah jadik pelanggan yang amat tetap bagi domino pizza....

5. The last song you listened to?

>>>jika kau bercinta lagi by alleycats.

6. What are you doing now besides this?

>>>breathing.

7. What name would you prefer than this?

>>>name ak dah amat ak prefer. x perlukan yang lain. ok may be nickname ak. [zero].

Those who will be tagged :

*ak x mao mentag sesape. sekian terima kasih.*

her

ini kak long saya

kami suke makan

huahuhahah... dy cube sedaye upaye untuk senyum. mengappa? kerana rm50 dy melayang begitu shaja kerana membelanje ak makan kat kenny roger's.

giginya masih dalam proses pembaikpulihan.

our last dinner ngan kak long b4 dier fly gi aussie keesokan harinye. makan kat ali tomyam.

hurm... mam papa dan kak longku yang hot. [hahaha.. ni bukan perasan hot taw. mereka ini sememangnya Hot!!]