i am hypocrite la

salam. my 2nd entry. *hek elleh cam men polis entry lak*

okeh2.. this is where my heart speaks ngan my mouth shuts. yeah. dats rite. sumetimes i got the feeling dat i'm being hypocrite.

so what?!!

open up ur eyes laa. take off ur head and throw it to the wall. smack ur face until u cant breath.

they wrote, "life is hypocrite".

at the first time i laid my eyes on that sentence, i felt like i wanna give the most powerful knuckle sandwich into their faces. yeah.. and i did. but just in my dream lorh. damn it! huh~ i felt so angry dat i think i can even crush their bones and burn them alive. urhg!! totally pissed off dat time. how could they think that way?

but i shouldn't let my emotionals controlled me. i'm the one who supposed to be the the mastermind of my own feelings and of coz not being i-am-so-sensitive person. think rasionally. stop being emo and start to listen to the tiny voice in my head. hurm.. i guess dat time, the tiny voice was so tiny dat i cant hardly hear it. so, emotional was taking over me. aiyok.

now. i noe.. they were rite after all. life is hypocrite in such ways. and i think it is not a crime to have 2 or more personalities in one person. just to fit in rite? but i am still being myself here at blogger. this is me! only.. the other side of me. but still, i am me. not you or anyone else. yes. my heart can speak. so do yours. u just need to try and listen carefully. and u might hear it. hehhe..

its up to you to say wat ever u want. but. look into the mirror first b4 you judge others. and plz. never judge a book by its cover. however, in certain cases... we HAVE TO judge by its cover.

ape kes ngan dr jekyll ngan mr hyde lak. hurm.. 2 different person in the same body. urgh.. could it possible?? huh~~ can i have my own "mr. hyde" ? hahah.. am i saying dat i am "dr jekyll"? OMG! wats happening to me rite now? stop it.. stop it.

sory ar readers. my emotional isnt quite stable rite now. benci nyer... my head.. my toughts.. my feelings... everything is upside down. so, ak just merapu meraban je. jgn ar amek pehatian sgt entry ak kali nih. or may be entry2 ak sebelum nih and yang akan datang. argh!!

idop nih sekali... malas ar ak nak pike mende2 ngarut nih. jom idop bahagie ramai2!! mari warnai idop kite ngan kaler2 yang indah lagi menawan. hehe...