encik perasaan sudah kembali, tetapi saya pula yang akan pergi.

assalamualaikum salam sejahtera.

hari ini... AHAD.
esok... ISNIN.
lepas tuh?? SELASA!

owh yeah. encik 23rdJune2009 akan tiba menjemputku untuk berdating di you-noe-where. adakah saya excited sudah? ok ok.. semakin terasa la kot keterujaan. ececeh.. poyos lak.

ok ok... ade gak ar feeling2 nak smbong study nih. dah kembali normal setelah hampir seminggu lebih saya menjoin kelab abnormal. hahaha... encik perasaan sudah kembali menemani saya.

dan saya pada pukul 1.50 am ini, tibe2 terasa emotional gile2 bile jejaka ke2 terhemsem dan terkacak dalam idop saya meluahkan ferasaannya pada saya. oh~ saya cair... saya terharu... saya termeleleh...

abgkiki: mimi gie kolej bile hah?
saya : selase depan.
abgkiki: ooo...
saya : weyh abg. nnti temankan mimi kemas beg. x de feeling nak tido ar malam nih.
abgkiki: ala... x yah kemas ar. x yah pegi.
saya : amboi... ko taw x orang dah busan dok umah nih.
abgkiki: nnti kiki nak tido atas kaki sape?
saya : *pandang dengan penuh tande tanyer*
abgkiki: nnti x de org nak carik pasal lg dah. boring la camni!
saya : *mula terasa sebak di hati tp terus diam n tgk tv*
abgkiki: kalau jalan2 kiki nak pegang tangan sape?
saya : *owh.. semakinmakin tersebaksebak... sbb mmg abgkiki akan pegang tgn saya kalau gie jalan2*
abgkiki: cite intan pulak, saya nak temankan sape tgk tv?
saya : *betambah kesebakan saya di tahap melampau!!*
abgkiki: senang2 belah mimi jadi 2 la! separoh tinggal kat umah. kan senang.

saya masih mengkontrol macho dengan cuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak meleleh di hadapannya. abgkiki! but still. i have to go. why did u wait untill last minute to tell me all these? there's only a day or two left for me here. now u r telling me these?!!! do u wanna a penumbuk sampai lebam pipi again?!! well, cant blame him. after all, he is a guy and mr puberty is waiting for him just around the corner. hahahha.. but, he always be my little abgkiki.

if only i can cut myself into half, i'll do it just for u . but i cant. again i'll miss the chance to watch him transform into a hot guy who goin to be taller than me and more gudlooking than me. beseri had stole my two years with him. and now, you-noe-where going to do the same cruel thing to me! why owh why?!

brother, you are annoying.

but you brightened up my life with ur smiles.

brother, you messed up my littleroom.

but you help me to wash the huge unser car.

brother, you made me get scolded by mother.

but you never yell back at me when i did.

brother, you took away my snacks.

but you make me smile by just listening to your laughter.

brother, you embarassed me infront of others.

but you are there when others left.

brother, you always lost in our arguement.

but actually, you let me win.

brother, you WILL NEVER hear this come out from my mouth

but the truth is i love you dearly.

i'm leaving alrite. but kite jaoh 40 menet je...

siblings are the best. siblings are super powerful! they are my siblings! no matter where i am, just say my name when u need me. and i'll be there. [ok ok.. saya tipu je yang nih]. hahhaha... if you have annoying siblings and always wish for them to disappear forever, think twice b4 u make that wish. u'll regret it sumday. love them, enjoy bossing them, care for them, and mostly never ever let them feel they had lost a sister or a brother just becoz you guys dont live under the same roof anymore...