salam a'alaik.
sometimes the truth can really2 hurt us, right? once, i even thought that it is better to know nothing rather than well-known of something. but, hello reality~~~we have to live with the truth even though we tried to close our ears, shut our eyes, lie to ourselves.
huh~~ my hand is shaking right now. it is the side effect of the nescafe that i just drank? or am i trembling with fear of facing the truth? owh Allah, help me.
but, i just wanted to thank that person for telling me the real truth. [ade ke unreal truth?] hurm... even you did it indirectly. i think i understand what that person trying to let me know. what is the truth? hahaha.. sorry sahabat2, cant tell you. it just a matter of personal business.
for this week, reality haunted me. everyone was like exposing their deepest darkest secret. which i found not really nice or appropriate to be known by ANYONE! but still, i knew. all of them were actually like a big massive gigantic rock being placed on my big head. argh! x best! but still, i tried to act normal infront of others. like nothing had happened. because it is unfair to let others affected by our unstable mood+mind. they deserve to live their days without my 'x best' thingy.
apart from being burdened, i felt blessed. i really2 praise to Allah for letting me know this final truth. the truth that actually breaks my fragile heart [fuyo0! ^_^] but at the same time heals the wounds that my soul had suffered for the past 2 years. thank you Allah, thank you 'that person'. i think i translated the information correctly and precisely. hopefully... really2 hoping that i was wrong, but i dont think i was. that is the truth and i have and i need to bare with it.
everything happened for a solid reason. yeah! for knowing the truth, finally i can tell myself with full of confidence... "aimi, at last you can stop waiting." ALHAMDULILLAH... He knows the best for me and i trust Him.
sometimes the truth can really2 hurt us, right? once, i even thought that it is better to know nothing rather than well-known of something. but, hello reality~~~we have to live with the truth even though we tried to close our ears, shut our eyes, lie to ourselves.
huh~~ my hand is shaking right now. it is the side effect of the nescafe that i just drank? or am i trembling with fear of facing the truth? owh Allah, help me.
but, i just wanted to thank that person for telling me the real truth. [ade ke unreal truth?] hurm... even you did it indirectly. i think i understand what that person trying to let me know. what is the truth? hahaha.. sorry sahabat2, cant tell you. it just a matter of personal business.
for this week, reality haunted me. everyone was like exposing their deepest darkest secret. which i found not really nice or appropriate to be known by ANYONE! but still, i knew. all of them were actually like a big massive gigantic rock being placed on my big head. argh! x best! but still, i tried to act normal infront of others. like nothing had happened. because it is unfair to let others affected by our unstable mood+mind. they deserve to live their days without my 'x best' thingy.
apart from being burdened, i felt blessed. i really2 praise to Allah for letting me know this final truth. the truth that actually breaks my fragile heart [fuyo0! ^_^] but at the same time heals the wounds that my soul had suffered for the past 2 years. thank you Allah, thank you 'that person'. i think i translated the information correctly and precisely. hopefully... really2 hoping that i was wrong, but i dont think i was. that is the truth and i have and i need to bare with it.
everything happened for a solid reason. yeah! for knowing the truth, finally i can tell myself with full of confidence... "aimi, at last you can stop waiting." ALHAMDULILLAH... He knows the best for me and i trust Him.
i asked for strength but Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong.
i asked for wisdom but Allah gave me problem to solve.
i asked for prosperity but Allah gave me brain n brawn to work.
i asked for courage but Allah gave me danger to overcome.
i asked for love but Allah gave me trouble for people to help.
i asked for favour but Allah gave me opportunities to grab.
we received nothing we wanted but we get everything we need.
i asked for wisdom but Allah gave me problem to solve.
i asked for prosperity but Allah gave me brain n brawn to work.
i asked for courage but Allah gave me danger to overcome.
i asked for love but Allah gave me trouble for people to help.
i asked for favour but Allah gave me opportunities to grab.
we received nothing we wanted but we get everything we need.
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salam...eager to know who is he/she???...english writing yg sgt power...kalo muet, confirm band 6!
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