way.. back...

huh~~ it had been 2 weeks since i declaired my self as a 'not a student for 3 months' kid... huh~~ kid?? dont think so... growwn up daa~~ may b.. donno lar.. still feel like i'm 7 althought in a month i'm gonna be 18.. huh~~ time flies quickly... all the memories in MJSC beseri will be crystal clear at the back of my mind... huhu~~ the people.. sutdent... environment.. friends.. teachers.. warden... blocks... juniors.. seniors... all of them made my 2 year in beseri the most blissfull time in my entire life.. for now.. may b..

now.. i donno wat to do... stay at home.. wake up early.. [as ussual]... but no more suraw!! wargh@!!! i really miss the 'laluan' [donno wat is it in english] o suraw.. peaceful.. especially at 5.30 in the morning.. where u can see the stars.. that all Mighty Allah had created so perfectly... the serenity... alone in suraw.. it felt like the whole suraw is miNe.. ALL MINE>> WAHAHAHAHA... but now.. wats left is memories... there are several funny stuff happened.. some boys at maktab, oftenly studied or had their prep n suraw.. and so much for study,, they decided to make the suraw as their 2nd cube.. huhu... so, as it was early in the morning... n when i openeed the door [ at the muslimah side].. i was totally flabbergasted!! what?? there are lots of... n lots of... 'mayat bergelimpangan'.. heheh.. they slept there... so, oftenly i had to wait OUTSIDE of the suraw until they woke up.. huh~~ wat an experience... for me...
still remember that every morning the atmosphere will be occupied by songs called zikir... wel.. my president mostly... set it up at the suraw's mike... it was like an alarm clock for the whole maktab..

sometimes if i wwas under pressure .. all i did wat wasting my time at the green field... huh~~ very peacefull n refreshing... n there.. i will rethought about wat i had done... where did i done wrong... n what i suppose to do...

n mostly i miss my friends.. my classmates.. the outserz crewz... they are the best... miss them a lot...